i am having a mixed feeling right now...
i told my parent on monday, i give up and do not wish to take the incoming exam..
it was a very sudden decision which i do not know why i have made up such decision..
i m scared of the exam taking..whereby i panicked in exam which i damn stressed abt it and came home to cry last sem...
and this sem..my exam are coming... and i fear of it..
all modules are tough during exam..
in mid term test i did a so so result with the help of frienz..
well.. there are piles of thing i have to study.. and it realli make me v stressed whenever i saw dose stuff i have to study...
i m scared n stressed...
i know i should suffer for another 2 weeks and if exam failed..at least i know i tried..
but but but...
i do not want to continue my nxt sem so i wished to enjoy the days that i m left with because i m v v sure i wun continue.
my dad was v v angry over my decision and keep nagging over it.. becuz his money is flying away and having a dip won't let me go far anyway..
but i realli dun like being a engineer.. and i m nt interested in studying the modules given...i feel so tough and stressed... i used to love study in poly because i get gd result but the first sem result in nus demoralised me alot..

shld i go back sch or stay at home?
haiz...!!!

and i dun wanna work... =((((
i feeling so stressed.. life sux!!!

watched 2 movie with dar on sat.. and played many hrs on arcade..
surprising is the toy machine.. he is a pro now.. he gt me toys and he spent alot of money... =)
den nxt day we went koshinbo.. so ex =( .. but i liked the food
and we go arcade agn...
he damn pro la..
4 toys in less than 2 hrs..~ using little money woohoo!!!
one of it suprising use $2 and get it..
lucky or pro?
hahaaha..
feeling so lucky ger at tt moment..
i alway nagged at dar and say hw lucky the couples are when they have many soft toys using the toy machine...
now i dun have.. i feel so lucky now..

tt the happy stuff but i m still sad over the exam..
i realli dun wanna go sch and i know i will regret it...
i dun wan to face the stress lvl.. i dun like to b stressed..
i cant take stress ba..~