feeling very emo...
haiz.. i really feel dat i have give out my studies...
a few more mths , it be a year in nus ...
and i feel dat i cant excel cant do well..
i just cant understand a single word that teacher are teaching.
i cant bother to understand it...
cuz i know this sem is definitely a waste of my time...
but if i quit nus?
wat am i going to do in future?
go to another uni and try? waste of my nus fee of 1 year
and is nt cheap..
but y am i studing a courses that i dun like? and i only can go courses tt i dun like
the more i study the more i wanna cry..especially when i m alone?
i m nt happy nt happy at all...
especially after doin my exam paper for my previous sem and getting my result...
i m nt sure if i m leading a stressful life...
or have my condition worsened to become depression...
i dun understand y m i writing this blog and my tears non stop dropping?
am i really nt happy?
watched 2 movie during new year...
all well end well and the wedding matter...
didnt go visiting as my dad went to malaysia..
quarreled with bf on 1st day of new year haiz...
nth in my life really goes smoothly
super duper emo~
