i hate my life even when there is nth happen to me..
having good life.. eat good food! but den
death have alway crossed my mind..
wat i mean is i wan to die earlier as soon as possible..!
i mean the earth dun need me i m just wasting the resources..
and there is nth tt makes me feel tt i shld lived..

yeah tt my life...!
since v young i wanna die early...
until now still no changes..

i dun excel in my studies,
i dun wana work, i m extremely lazy and i dun wan 2 see bosses face
cuz i alway feel tt i m alway rite...

wat else can i do..
i cant take care of my parent cuz i cant even take care of myself