a few days back, me n darling had a quarrel.
now tt we are ok so i shall blog,
i love my boi alot alot alot...
and tthe alway feel tt i m alway in attitude
when sometime i realli did not..
i was merely talking wif a not happy tone and he say i attitude..
i cant alway talk in happy sometime in mono tone!
but i realli nt attitude wif bf.. alittle thing he will say i attitude...

i m a very lousy gf...
cuz i cant easily forgive and forget some thing..
i do not know..probably a super minor stuff could means nth to him
but it mean million to me!!
some unhappiness i had for him can never erased..
and tt the reason why i told him sometime i love him sometimes i hate him
haiz...
sometimes i wish i m good enuff for him so tt i dun feel tt way....
why do his frienz alway say i dun love him?
whereas my frienz say i love him alot?

i know he do alot of thing for me but i just cant forget some of the unforgettable unhappiness
missing the old good times we ever had....