and i m realli glad tt there are ppl asking me y i didnt update..~
i miss blogging so much!
it been weeks i nv blog so it will be a long post..~
anyway me n darling had tons of problem in our r.s
and i forget to say tt i m no longer the ger tt dun expose my blog add le..
since my dar had helping me to publish(even though he just gave it to one ppl)
i might as well let EVERYONE KNOW my blog add..~
i got to agree y i dun like ppl to know my blog add..
cuz they r alway ppl wif alot of free time
coming to ppl blog to tag n tok rubbish!!~
watever.. i wun entertain all dese rubbish!
well.. his ex msg him saying tt they r just frienz...
couldnt they just contact each other~...
oh ya.. 4get to tell in my blog..
Y34h.. i m a v mean ger..
i told dar i dun let him msg or contact her after reading tt sms
tt is me~!!!
i told him todae..
which gerfrienz like his own bf to msg a ger tt she doesnt like?
to me she sux big time!! *ok i know i shldnt hate her*
n i m so unhappy wif dar.. for nt alway tellin me things first!!
n i m so sorry for reading ya msn history alrite..
tt sux big time too~ cuz i hate it when ya read mine!.
but when u read mine wat u saw shld be happy..
cuz wat i c is tt how i reject them when they ask me to go out..
wat i read urs is just simply SUX!!!
alot of ppl are saying how sweet we r n etc..
in fact the truth are we had quite alot of problems..
i set high expectation on dar..
i except him wif no small tiny mistakes happen!
but i m so sorry for setting high expectation
but since everything is over so just forget it
well.. dar know how pissed off i m..~
and i got to admit i make dar angry too..
cuz i hid things from him!!!
for making me happy, he bought me

and also customised pillow..~

oh ya if ppl gt read my previous entry..
i bought a customised cup 4 dar..
n tt cup is must put hot water den both of our pic will come out
after putting hot water it turn out like this...


went to watch 200 pounds todae..
i love the movie..
this blog i m gonna blog watever i like!!
i dun care anymore.. as long as i dun like wat dar do to me
i just post post n post!!!
my temper are getting bad to worse~
nt the kind of ger tt like to please my bf...
nt the kind of ger tt alway give in too..
thats me..
but i had already try so hard to please u too~
i know u put in alot of effort..
i know working are so stressed up!!!
i know i m making u feeling worst each day~..
i know i didnt let u have enuff slp..~
we r both like struggling in this r.s